so now i dont even matter... but u was so inlove ...every time u love bomb i eat the lie right up... then later on id get a mop...to dry all of the fallen tears .... from fallin to the ground cause everything u said was never real.... then you wanna play me and bring so much disaster... and get to a point where nothing even matters.... the biggest thing for me ...what hurt the most was the laughter... and the way u played me out to be the one who looked the most tattered... you wanna leave me in the dark n try to knock me til i snap its people just like you who caused me to shake myself back you can preach it to the public tell em all those lies but to everybody who been hurt before...hope u hear my cry theres demons in this world wrapped like a present someone bought ya..... outside it glitters and shines ... inside is the worst kinda monster listen to that voice inside yo soul that's small it sound like a hum.... be careful who u trustin ....in a world that forgot love stackin money paper chasin but missin the main point dont let it break u down n roll u up n smoke yo ass like a joint ****WHETHER U FALL, WHETHER U WALK, WHETHER U SHINE,.... need TO CATCH WHAT U BEEN MISSIN THE ENTIRE TIME...YOU BETTER BE STRONG WITH EYES WIDE OPEN KNOWLEDGE IS BOSS, KNOW WHO YOU ARE, N STAND ON IT... OR U TAKE A LOSS, ....TRUST DONT EXIST NO MORE....EVERY MAN FOR HIMSELF.... I GOTTA VENT SOMETIMES THRU IT ALL FOR MY HEALTH...GOTTA STAND BY MYSELF CAUSE NOBODY CAN SEE MY VISION...GOT MY EYES WIDE OPEN... A THOUSAND MILES PAST TUNNEL VISION....**** i hate to be bitter that shit tears me apart but its like my spirit automatic now ...too much pain in my heart.... knowin they say what don't kill u make you stronger .....but bein dead emotionally is that ten times over.... its like u just existin... can no longer feel the pain ....numb spot that cant be fixed you bitches should be ashamed. i could take it to another level make em pay for what they did but it still wont ever change the pain...or person that i am.... so instead i tell my story..save yall from makin those mistakes...mental abuse can destroy you once u let it get to your brain.... there's a power though deep inside me that still believe in faith and its drilled into me so deep it wont go away n whether u choose to listen whether u choose to hear me .... if i touch a single soul out here I've accomplished something in theory.....theoretically cause it could go either way....free will was a choice given to us ...modt chose to look away...and its a shame that a creation that was meant to do good ....is destroying its self worth ....when u were made to love.... CAN U HEAR MY CRY ......CAN U SEE THE CHANGE....HIDDEN IN MY EYES....HIDDEN IN MY WAYS.....CAN U.......CAN U.....CAN U CAN U.....SEE THE PAIN..... dont judge me by my past cause im no longer. the same person.... yall just mad cause yall throwin salt n this time it aint workin.... n the hell u people put me through made a stronger person....and instead of physical hurt ..im attacking thru these verses