I’d be lying If I told you I wasn’t scared, You can’t sell dreams to someone who lives nightmares, But the biggest fear is that they never really cared, But turns out that’s what always happened in those nightmares, Yo they always say don’t do drugs, And I agree but what about love, I mean it’s the most addicting, Drug and has the highest killing, Dug my grave hopped in and began filling, I guess I repeat the cycle of killing, Cause it’s either you or me, Sorry it’s got this way just my anxiety, telling me to pop pills or heads, So just leave me to taste lead, Yeah When you get to close they can stab you in your back, Now I stay distant hoping for no more attacks, Sent a message you never got back, You left me on red, Well I’ll leave you but I’ll be dead, Yeah This mind is my therapist, I feel like I let it down, It must be my arrogance, But now im going to be in the ground, For therapy I’m glad I don’t have to pay, Cause either way I’m going to die one day, Why not let it be today, Yeah why not let it be today, I’d be lying If I told you I wasn’t scared, You can’t sell dreams to someone who lives nightmares, But the biggest fear is that they never really cared, But turns out that’s what always happened in those nightmares, The depression is present, No anti depressants can fix it, Only fix is the fix that I give to myself as a present, Still don’t help with the pain so the wrists will be slit, I can’t blame the music not blowing up, When the person who made it don’t even like there life, The pain make me wanna blow my brains up, So I don’t have to deal with this life, Yeah I never express the demons, It’s a waste of energy it won’t stop the pain, So the blood is spilling, I’m going to let it rain, Because I never got back the love I put out, So I’m about to be gone I’m out,