I'm cursed tha pain it hurts what's worse. feel like like I'm going bezerk. I'm going out my mind tryna to find tha reasons why I feel dis way inside. why does dis pain arise. I want to be more than just big guy. so I lust to be enough because I know I must. it's tough because I'm an introvert who keeps is feeling tucked. keeping quiet I know it works my feelings silent though pain hurts. pain hurts so much but I'm tough so I search no luck so I won't give up