im so tired of showen love i gave u all my trust this how u repay me u played me b6t fuck thAt i dont kneed yu anway i gone 2 get threw the struggles eather way i was born alone so when it my time ima die alone is it heaven or hell idk ima face it cuz when god wants u u cant run from that i tend to always runn from my proplems i guess that tha proplem to much pride ima put that aside im tryna run tha bag up get 2 that paper an run off and dont look back no more worries no more struggles on my back if i dnt tlk to u then i dnt fuck wit u get back b for up that throway this bitch here dont got no safety lk and here lately i been goin thru hell missing my one love and my babys this shit crazy dont seem real i b haven yall on my mind on a daily and ventin thru this mic is what saves me from doin sum crazy baby girl i just want u kno u amaze me and i been dumb being crazy ya in a diffeent kind of mood u kno i dont b ignoring u and lately idk why i ignore u like im waiting on u ta walk thru tha door and u dont show damn when it rains ot pours i dont want no other bitch i need you feel lost with out u idk why im hard headed want u so bad and sum reason why its always hard an i dont understand xuz u claim u want tha same my hart nelong ta u what u dnt understand and i b god damnd ta see u wit another man shit on me ima shit on u so bitch niggas keep yo bitch on a leash cuz ill fuck on a bitch but when i nut bitch u gotta go im tryna chase these mills not run tha streets wit u hoes vant trust u bitches my last baby momma megan u snaked me how tha fuck u think u could play me im tha father of ur twin baby girls and god damn they a look just like u good genies spiting image of u i guess tha older we get the love fades away but that okay i found tha recipe im thinking record deals dont give a fuck what u thank cuz i do me and u do wtf u can ten towns down idgaf bout a hater get in line wit that other dude i tend 2 get in a crazy mood from all this pain i go threw on a daily lord come down and save me i pick up this pen and vent or at least tempt ta get it off my chest but im only hman im wrong and im write i stay pufin good weed might get caught wit yo bitch u van have her back i dont need tht nitch ima stay tha same me even if u switch up that just is what it is ima jandle struggles in my own way proplems ima face em like a man dont tell me u know how i feel cuz bitch u dont kno how i feel ima hide my pain deep inside antisocial i dnt even speak just sit back an watch it unfold i dnt speak on no nigga tht not around this shit is real popn pills abusing drugs not always being tha dad my momma raised me ta b i ima always keep it trill if i fuck wit u i fuck wit u aint gone b no change it dat even if u switch up ill still have love it b just a diffrenn type of love from a distance im sorry i to;d u i love u and show diffrent i swear i never ment it im emotionally scared yah u left scars granny always said boy u goin break hearts cuz u 2 cute for just one 3 bby mommas hear we go wit dat drama im laying here thinking bout sum comas tryna xonnect dot and attatch wered i go wrong ducking up a bag im tryna spend these racks run it up run it up i love all my children youngest to tha oldest if i could id give u yall tha world ima love u all tha way down ta ur cores and i wont stop till till im not longer breathing 4 beautiful kids that need me and all tha bullshit that i face in my path only make me stronger have u ever had yo heart broke or lie about tha way u felt i wear my heart on my sleeve disagree ta agree i am a bad mf an a bad bitch snatcher haters they mad ima make em madder no worries nowe got are pockets fatter give yall sum ta tlk about sum ta gossip about like sum bitches steady on my dick ima switch lanes i aint no killa but dont push me ill up my stick an put one in his brain for haven me in his mentions or over my family