look so much on my mind never will i be that happy guy, even though I say im okay deep down im broke into and bout to fukn sink, so I, just pray to tha sky ask heavenly father why, im so mess up inside I dather die then to live this crazy fuked up life but i got , to keep faith in god and have hope so i make thru another nite what bout tomorrow when i wake up and feel dead inside, lifes hard but u gotta keep tha faith and praise god , learn to control thoughts bro. that helps alot. live one day at time cuz tomorrow never promised. always be honest, treasure the relationships, and ur friendships. treat em like gold, hopefully you'll have them forever to guys grow old, but I ve already lose two though boys i use to hang with, achocol took there life way to fukn quick they're way to young to die from that shit miss em so much!!!! it fukn sucks but they was true, and loyal too real crew sticks with you others that walk away, fukn bullshit. but its okay u going to do great things soon one day. i swear, then u can flip this page. till then u got struggle to get thru tha shitie pain. just remember it's part of gods plan. gotta live thru shit at first to get rich. u may even think ur a lunitic its just ur mind playing treaks if u want something in life man go for it. u know what ur worth get god on ur side and you'll be rebirthed find what ur dream is never quit dont let critic's cut u down cuz u always going have ones that hate. there the ones thats fukn fake, fuk em them bitchs they can suck my dick while im pissing. never too late, to change for the better just depends on tha person thats wearing that fukn sweater, red all my ex's love letters last nite, took me back in life back in tha day when me and u where together every day I woke up to pretty face. treated u good till i found u cheating with ur old boy but its kool, i will always love u, and my kid too. till teal death parts us ways but it's okay cuz once i die I'll see them again anyway just had to tell ya how I feel on the mic , thats foreal. hopefully we all can see each other again one day so i pray. im out this place . yeah I got to take a break. so my mind can rewind and luv u girls see yall at the end of time. ps Kayla Odom i love u so much im so proud of you, at everything u done.......just remember im always thinking about you. u mite not think so but baby girl its true u don't know how much I love you. wish u come bye cuz miss ur hugs too. im out bye let me out this booth. shits tearing me into. gotta go just remember i love you. Mike Baker