got no one to talk to my baby left me alone trying to make it like im happy while im not infront of people they ask me how i feel and i im okay aint okay what we all say tryna find happiness through dem pills and pills dont really help me they got me paranoid the day after happness keeps on talking to me but i can't seem to have it wonder why lord do pain do me like this i don't wanna feel like this pills don't seem to help at all wonder what go help me she only calls when she thinks im dying