Thinking bouta the past bouta shape of the dam ass member wen we were down bad but I never had to act loving like I can’t go back cuz that shit makes me so sad leveled up I got a bag somthing wrong inside my chest every time I take a breath I am drowning in regrets so much stress I can’t confess what’s the point is this a test why the fuck is she undressed I thought this was more then sex grabbed my phone I gotta text picked it up I shut my eyes can’t beleive what I just read I tried to treat u right but there’a things inside my head evil thoughts that want me dead overdose on medicine overload on what u said taking every shot with this bitch inside my bed god dam I hate this type of shit I wish I could just slow it down I found a bitch again tonight she said she wanted me for life I told her that I’m not alright I grabbed my keys and left that night