listen to what im about to say yea my life has not been great im like everyone else i break only so much one can take but i know i am a better man today yea my life has changed in many ways many times i have cried my self to sleep at night just know your life will change when you lose the one you cant replace when they are gone there is a void in that space that no one will ever change you have to live with that but dont blame yourself you did everything it was just fate i love you mom until we meet again my idol when i lost you i felt sucidal that shit was viral i could not eat its still hard to sleep just know im still standing on my own 2 feet i may have been beaten but i will still stand up just give me the chance i will show you i am that man i will do all i can with my 2 hands just like my ancestors that travel the lands in life have a plan