Yeah my insta's about mental health Not my materialistic wealth You think checking out my posts and swerving a like is stealth. I might love you today but hate you tomorrow. That's just what bpd is. Life going by like wizz. Don't get yourself in  a tizz bitch. She's cooking in the kitchen while am sat  getting pissed. Give me the look like am muck Like am drinking what I took. Like I don't give a fuck. My head is fucked. Emotions come in like a flood. Doesn't mean am clinically done doesn't mean you won. I'd sell my soul to the devil For just one chance to become mentally level. Tiktoks toxic, trolls running there mouth . Hide behind there computers. When will tiktok put people before money. Cause this shit ain't funny. Am sat anxious about work and depressed as fuck from the 8 cans of beer the previous night. Am in tears. Looking up ways to conquer my fears. Do I ring in sick.as am not really sick. How do I say am anxious when I ring my boss. Is not like my family has had a tragic loss. Mental illness is misunderstood. The chances of them understanding. My best chance is to touch wood and pray for luck. Always skint living on the breadline. Nothing I can say is really mine.struggling all the time.