my light my right when everything seems wrong, my hook in a song, my destination even when my compass is off of course you know the course. I don't wanna be blunt but here I go..its all crap, it's a trap, it's a tricc, it's a game w no winner n the ache inside when all teams r declared the loser, it seems all we r left w are the broken, the abandoned the schmoozers...dammit cant you see how we let them do this to us all the outsiders, our questions, their answers, all the wrong ones the ones to set us off, to throw us off our tip onto our tops making us feel like we were toppsy turveys n suddenly we were lost. lost in our thoughts lost in a daze, running thru the basic day to day like we were stucc in sum nightmare or devilish haze. dammit cant u see baby this is not how it's sposed to be, we are better than this we are veterans to this shit. with you on my team I've always thought, how can we lose!? n now im feeling foolish, remedial n a tad bit confused. With our lives' stories being misconstrued how can we win, how can we make it thru this never ending battle we let ourselves get into. to me it's simple, it shudn be so hard to just bucc up n scream to the world how much I love you, it's absurd, im so scared to let it show...scared of rejection, of hesitation, of u contemplatin all that you have heard and deciding thats enough to kicc me to the curb... it's cold out here baby, it's freezing n my heart is changing, my brain is rearranging, it's making me see u for what u aren't u aren't my baby, u arent my man, you aren't my ace boon or Bonnie to my Clyde when we get in a jam n thats just the facts man it's devastating when I run it all bacc thru my head, im left here holding my own hand. but dammit I can't, dammit i cant, I can't see me with out you, I can't believe I cud ever even contemplate my future w out your light, w out ur arms around me at night, holdin me tight, making me believe we can really win this fight. why can't u see how much its hurting me