Darkness is a necessary beauty that most wont understand if someone directs negative energy towards you there's no need to get angry drain them because they chose you to give their energy too. So if you find something beyond the physical then Death won't be an issue but if you only know the physical thats a big problem for you cause it will be the end to everything you know. And no Im not an atheist we just don't share the same concept of God yours lives in the sky mine lives within me a crazy lunatic wel I can analyze my delusions its not about what shoes you wear it's the steps that you took in them down the blackhole you go .