Lil Dreamo
Lil Dreamo

Endless Nightmare

Endless Nightmare

13 Plays

14 Jan 2022

I can't Sleep, Demons Visiting me, Talk to the World about my Pain, With a Pad and Pen, I'm Happy Outside, But inside It's raining, I'm Living an Endless Nightmare, Monsters and Ghouls, Creep in on every Block, I swear to God I'm Going Insane, Running in Circles, Running From My Past, Tryna Make the Future last, Alast, I wish I was a different kind of Sinner, If someone filled me with lead, Would things be different, Would be Love me, Then, When I'm NON-EXISTANT, But I'm Here, No Texts, No Calls, But sure as Hell, the tears Fall, Dear God what if I don't make it at all I wish Life would just Get better I wish I could be Happy I wish I had someone to love Everyday I'm Wiping Tears Gas surrounding me People Crowding me People Laughing People Crying I'm Still Here but Inside My Soul's Dead So I'm Already Dead, I've dead all alone Will I die one day? Will anyone Care Of Course not, Cause it don't benefit them They see my tears and they laugh I'm Living an Endless nightmare I feel like it's never ending. Will Therapy Truely Help Problems at home, I can't Confront them At Least Not Confidently, Lord help me I'm Crying out to you, Help me People Hate on me, And they Do it Bluntly People Don't care About Depression Until Depression Kills Someone they Love And They Scream and Yell at God Above "Why me? He didn't show no signs" Depression Slowly Eats you alive Until you take your life, You Die Inside I wish Life would just Get better I wish I could be Happy I wish I had someone to love Everyday I'm Wiping Tears Gas surrounding me People Crowding me People Laughing People Crying I'm Still Here but Inside My Soul's Dead So I'm Already Dead, I've dead all alone I feel like I'm Going Extinct Feelings Killing me off Feeling I turn it off Put a knife to my Throat, It's the end Of me How did I end the Letter simple, I said Goodbye I can't Sleep, Demons Visiting me, Talk to the World about my Pain, With a Pad and Pen, I'm Happy Outside, But inside It's raining, I'm Living an Endless Nightmare, Monsters and Ghouls, Creep in on every Block, I swear to God I'm Going Insane, Running in Circles, Running From My Past, Tryna Make the Future last, Alast, I wish I was a different kind of Sinner, If someone filled me with lead, Would things be different, Would be Love me, Then, When I'm NON-EXISTANT, But I'm Here, No Texts, No Calls, But sure as Hell, the tears Fall, Dear God what if I don't make it at all

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I can't Sleep, Demons Visiting me, Talk to the World about my Pain, With a Pad and Pen, I'm Happy Outside, But inside It's raining, I'm Living an Endless Nightmare, Monsters and Ghouls, Creep in on every Block, I swear to God I'm Going Insane, Running in Circles, Running From My Past, Tryna Make the Future last, Alast, I wish I was a different kind of Sinner, If someone filled me with lead, Would things be different, Would be Love me, Then, When I'm NON-EXISTANT, But I'm Here, No Texts, No Calls, But sure as Hell, the tears Fall, Dear God what if I don't make it at all I wish Life would just Get better I wish I could be Happy I wish I had someone to love Everyday I'm Wiping Tears Gas surrounding me People Crowding me People Laughing People Crying I'm Still Here but Inside My Soul's Dead So I'm Already Dead, I've dead all alone Will I die one day? Will anyone Care Of Course not, Cause it don't benefit them They see my tears and they laugh I'm Living an Endless nightmare I feel like it's never ending. Will Therapy Truely Help Problems at home, I can't Confront them At Least Not Confidently, Lord help me I'm Crying out to you, Help me People Hate on me, And they Do it Bluntly People Don't care About Depression Until Depression Kills Someone they Love And They Scream and Yell at God Above "Why me? He didn't show no signs" Depression Slowly Eats you alive Until you take your life, You Die Inside I wish Life would just Get better I wish I could be Happy I wish I had someone to love Everyday I'm Wiping Tears Gas surrounding me People Crowding me People Laughing People Crying I'm Still Here but Inside My Soul's Dead So I'm Already Dead, I've dead all alone I feel like I'm Going Extinct Feelings Killing me off Feeling I turn it off Put a knife to my Throat, It's the end Of me How did I end the Letter simple, I said Goodbye I can't Sleep, Demons Visiting me, Talk to the World about my Pain, With a Pad and Pen, I'm Happy Outside, But inside It's raining, I'm Living an Endless Nightmare, Monsters and Ghouls, Creep in on every Block, I swear to God I'm Going Insane, Running in Circles, Running From My Past, Tryna Make the Future last, Alast, I wish I was a different kind of Sinner, If someone filled me with lead, Would things be different, Would be Love me, Then, When I'm NON-EXISTANT, But I'm Here, No Texts, No Calls, But sure as Hell, the tears Fall, Dear God what if I don't make it at all

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