I started feeling suicidal It felt i was homicidal because my mind was flying round in circles every day I try to get over these hurdles that life throws at me I guess most people don't see how truly hurt someone is and every day I'm bubbling up like I'm fizzin' why tf is life so troubling people telling me "you should die no one likes you not even your own mum does" at first I ignored them but then I started thinking if people really want it to happen then go watch the news tonight your gonna see a horrific sight my name finna be all over the tv