you know my lifes a train wreck driving down the same road hoping that it connects my new life to my old ways when I was a good soul every day didnt fuck up I held a good case had God by my side before I slipped away now every day I just lay in bed wrestling suicide in my head yeah I fucked up I'll fuck up again but at least I'll get up and try again make some new friends hold my faith tight find the love of my life and and hold her all night somt let go of the things you love it never gets easy but you'll rise above all this dark pain corsing through your veins wanting to give up but you find a better way