This stupid virus, Killing more than isis, This stupid pandemic, Feeding on people like a synthetic, This stupid conspiracy, Telling people the virus started on 5G, This stupid whoa, So much wrong I could sit and ramble for hours, But you guys already know, That the world is falling apart faster than the towers, I’m stuck in this quarantine, Got me reaching for the carbine, But not fast enough to slit both wrists, Cause I’m at the top of my own list, Yeah knife in my hand, Can hardly stand, Since this world is collapsing, I’m the assasin, Of my own man, None of this was part of the plan, I’m In the same place as Stan, Wanna be someone I’m not, Just want talent that others have got, Just want this world to be in order, It’s like I have a mental disorder, Like ocd, There’s something wrong with me, I always want things to be together, Rain is my sky, That’s all I see on the weather, Every day until I die, Which won’t be long according to this knife, Gonna end this life, Falling harder than mankind, That always finds, A way to knock me off my grind, My life is a whole and I just live in it, Keeps sinking until I quit, Cause I basically dug my own grave, So deep I can’t be saved, And it gets grimmer, As the light gets darker, Everything gets grey, So I know it’s that day, where slitting those wrists, Reveal those veins, Down to my fists, Man I’m going insane, My sycho withstands the pain, For some this is difficult, Like trying to break the lock on a chain, But for me it’s difficult, Not to do it at all, I don’t wanna be here when the earth falls, Oh wait I’m still here and the world has been in this whole for a while, Man I’m turning so hostile, I’m on this rope that’s over my self hatred, But the rope is cut before this even started, Just remember lifes a whole, That everyone mentality digs, Going to the core like a black whole, It starts when you were just kids, It quickly opens up and becomes your grave, Cause man life’s a blaze, There’s 7 billion people but not one that can tell me what’s wrong with me, So let’s embrace as the soul gets let free, Covid I hope it ends These years went slow Wanna spend time with my friends But it was fun while it lasted tho