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•06 Jan 2022
today I write something positive somethin not bad the sky's not dark, things aren't so deep, let a sad mind deplete to let happiness creep seeping into sadness actually helps sometimes, tears make me feel real at times. I daydream of when I'll cheer~ when I'll be moved, out of here~ gonna get in gear~ move~ outta here live a life full of love and no fear, I'll experience every moment clear, I'll be listening, and actually hear, I'll be working, always doing something I wont be laying, like now, doing nothing. I always have a plan but never act by them, this time I'll do right by one. listen, it makes sense; I'm gonna work on my anxiety so I can get my driver's licence, I'll stop being so afraid of unknowns, get it in my head that I'm safe even when I'm alone, that I can do things on my own and don't need a life chaperone. I have all these dreams, my issues tie down my arms, legs, my mind, but after all it's just in my head so I should be possible i can do this, right? I'm gonna life, and right now I'm depressed but once I'm not I'll never take anything mundane for granted. after years of my bad image in my head, I'll appreciate it when I love me finally, I won't negotiate on whether I'm cringey or annoying, thinking about those makes a voice in my head go 'kill yourself.' I wont be bitter anymore like I've become, I'll be kinder, appreciate everything more, and then-some. I can become this person, I only have to stop dreaming and start taking a step here and there, until one day I realize im trying harder, and everything falls into place then. I'll be content, and look back not loathing, sympathetic.
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today I write something positive somethin not bad the sky's not dark, things aren't so deep, let a sad mind deplete to let happiness creep seeping into sadness actually helps sometimes, tears make me feel real at times. I daydream of when I'll cheer~ when I'll be moved, out of here~ gonna get in gear~ move~ outta here live a life full of love and no fear, I'll experience every moment clear, I'll be listening, and actually hear, I'll be working, always doing something I wont be laying, like now, doing nothing. I always have a plan but never act by them, this time I'll do right by one. listen, it makes sense; I'm gonna work on my anxiety so I can get my driver's licence, I'll stop being so afraid of unknowns, get it in my head that I'm safe even when I'm alone, that I can do things on my own and don't need a life chaperone. I have all these dreams, my issues tie down my arms, legs, my mind, but after all it's just in my head so I should be possible i can do this, right? I'm gonna life, and right now I'm depressed but once I'm not I'll never take anything mundane for granted. after years of my bad image in my head, I'll appreciate it when I love me finally, I won't negotiate on whether I'm cringey or annoying, thinking about those makes a voice in my head go 'kill yourself.' I wont be bitter anymore like I've become, I'll be kinder, appreciate everything more, and then-some. I can become this person, I only have to stop dreaming and start taking a step here and there, until one day I realize im trying harder, and everything falls into place then. I'll be content, and look back not loathing, sympathetic.
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