~Begin-Ends~ every day we wake there's another new dawn but I kinda wonder how many will make the lame play that they're the new dons some sunrises come up kind of plain while others drop jaws but I ain't about to waste an entire day or night on trying to make claims like I'm the greatest when I'm not maybe 21k plays is enough for some but for me it still ain't up to snuff when it comes to making heads nod but my focus doesn't remain jaded with such insecure little thoughts cause confidence comes from what you know that you can do while arrogance flaunts overcompensating for what isn't even true so I'm going to keep spitting truth since anything less isn't worth the hefty investment say happy new year's to the world hoping they get the message then go about the rest of life trying my best when ups are as sure to rise as downs are to make us depressed and try to find some silver lines to commend like the killer kind of enforced strikes which come from the business end of geralt's witcher sword swipes optimism isn't even a bit naive when the option's sought often with honesty and honestly pessimism's never solved a thing true that I'll be 33 by June of 2022 my resolution's going to be prone to grow and improve but it's not like my progress is anything new I've been on it since I first latched onto a boob though some still haven't caught on that I'm not a fucking noob that's only because they've yet to see me really let loose fine then, it's not like I need an excuse you want some lines to digest alright, here's a few this existential crisis can't get influential license detrimental to my mind it's infesting my sense of righteous to infect a virus like perpetual misguidance the depression will not hide and I get stressed trying to fight it but I'm invested in my mindset intellect rejecting implements from hellbent asylums it's intent on the impingement of defilement from tyrants relentless with writing vibe checks pen an instrument of science and resistant to compliance begins dripping with defiance inscriptions depicting visions of exponential signs of violence if you guessed it's prepped to hit the dumb then you're correct cause yes it is meticulous within its quest squishing pests direct like pressing bugs into cement for buzzing in such blundering synthesis of cognitive dissonance which is the antithesis of admitting it when they're incorrect so I rustle their nonsense to scuttle into puddles when it's evident it cannot swim to initiate the process of suffocation patiently waiting in anticipation with a grin as their fakeness gasps its last grim breath been stacking up truth like I'm playing a game of jenga over 40 tracks amassed inexorably fast and I still haven't collapsed cause every move I make is stable even when I change up listeners lending my writtens ears with interest ain't going to go get bankrupt though I'm ridiculous with these jeers I'll never take a paycut I'm still trying to find my peers but I can't find what's fucking up and disappeared so just speak up with your motherfucking deeds otherwise you're just too hard for me to hear my life's had struggles just like many other people I'm guessing but remaining humble in success is something I find more impressive and since the most talented humans I've ever met tend to balance their hubris with good intention I've doubts that you'll win in the end by boasting that you're the best when if you truly were, it could go without mention we're all going to die in due time but have you ever really lived? our time might be finite as we take or we give for wrong or for right we all make decisions foolish or wise but that all depends on your perception of life and if it's been well spent some pretend in the lie that they have no regret yet die feeling sad for things that they did some never take time to appreciate life obsessed with impressions like they can fill up their emptiness inside with trinkets and concessions look, I won't tell you how to live but I will give this advise the two greatest currencies in life are love and time do with them what you like but they'll get spent regardless of what you decide. ~Justin Farrow