lifes cruel but i musta been fuel to the umbrella blocking the sunydays im always in the way shoulda been a prince but i ended up being the sins that prolonged us to build i cant help the way i feel i need u like a drug addict needs his pills going crazy ready to overdose id die for u n toss out the bad memories start over n get better at my appearance my attitudes a disaster but losing u caused the worst pain i could phathom bite like a pyyhonu lost ur love for me like it never exsisted the highs ive gone just to feel so low kills everything about me dying inside isnt going slowly the caos all im feeling ur emotions r working over time dealing with my rollercoasters of sychotic events thats come to this decision u sternly believe in and stand by completely but i believe where meant to be just not right when we lost sight of eachother hearts beats im extremly falling to pieces without the queen n hero of my life its corrupt but insaine id lose sight of all perfect vision just to hold ur hand yhrough these new life lessons walking the straight and narrow pain is something we need to accept n grow together instead of fall deeper in the carnage of ourself regrets learning the greatest lesson of all hurts losing the one closest to our hearts repercussions n consequences is whats making me a way better person for us to move past this n remain friends r close is going to be the ultimate test i love you so much i love you best