being so hard on yourself gon get you nowhere,,, i was in the same position stucked thinking nobody care, acting as everybody treats you unfair to deep in it don't give a fuck what you wear, I used to be crampy, itchy problems so big got me tied up and sticky, niggers be acting bitchy with tricky moves i moves inbetween there groves I'm trying to figure out why they trapped in so much doubt, steady holding my head above sea level, no time to delay niggers are good some bad most of them dead my life no longer sad hip hop saved me changed me every part of me keeps re-arranging into a beautiful painting OF ME my story reaching for patience while the hospital can't attend to patients, debt on my back and I'm late for payments lights and rates running pass due dates, never stop believed in believing having faith means you succeeding in achieving HIP HOP PREACHING without bleaching the true teaching,, so much is needed for the poor to grow so little time to show poverty in the hood makes you lose your glow.... I'm a gentle soul flow as cold as the NORTH POLE but i stay hidden like a cautios mole with the kindest soul I'm as easy as a midnight stroll.