Replaying memory's in my head Been like reason's I'm dead Inside season's of red Describe prisons of dread It's like prisoms of lead Reside on me I guess Which in preside options of death Divide into possibly yes or no Bro I've been through wishing it's yes I swear my visions a mess It's Impaired like miniscule stress Has ensnared all that I have left It's not fair I'm trying my best Let's stop caring why i digress it's apparent that I lack drive So I'm halted by the fact I'm So exhausted often yearning that I Was in a coffin watching life pass me by So now I'm opting locking my heart up tight Is the only thing I see as right Daydreaming I had been a great Lay scheming the actions I take Play demon when acting I fake A eden I fabricated Believeing I'm below basic I'm treating my weak soul jaded I'm needing to evolve faded In evenings to be my safest Impeding all resolve wasted On lending my strength to making It through the silent time breaking Rip slew deny it lie vacant My hopes and dreams it has taken Like open seems I am fraying Ya and sometimes I feel like A villainess beast his hearts drained out an endless abyss in part made from feeling this way He has venomous speech with dark fangs he's stupendous rubbish on hard days he's pennin' his Grey