Heart beat I miss me Heart beat I still see Skip a beat anxiety Cloudy vision I can't breathe My last breath I wanna take But I've got dreams I wanna make I've got promises I cannot break I wanna leave I need to stay I've got to many people in my life a need to help but I'm screaming to the gods asking how can I help my self Living this life as a lie Till the world comes crashing down Can't be a sacrifice I can't be another clown Living this life as a lie Cannot keep being that guy Living depressed head in a mess Say the wrong thing your getting me stressed.. sitting thinking Let's make decisions Sick of women I'm earl Simmons I'm like a dog I like to bark I am a God My path don't cross Say my name Don't speak in vain Were all the same So fuck your chain I'm the main guy in this game don't need no claim to fame to escape this council estate were I was born and raised Just another face to remember Just another day in December Used to be a day that I loved But now I'm just a member