gotta take back control I'm done wit this dope ain't trying to lose no hope. wasteEd time story of my life I never quit tho you no how many times I done lost sight of the road hope I can't let go dope it ain't no more I think the government got all of the real shit stored and I'm broke but get high every day they say method is a new wave no it ain't it ain't what we seem good dreams but bones acing 3 months of you breaking. shaking my head I wish they ll tell us about the new shit man like we ain't the only human beings and what the fuck is up with all this ice cream niggas stanying up for weeks. and since when praying been : a bad ththing Obama bullshit as letting these cops kill our black ass Trump pink ass punk y we ain't go to war with Russia USA undercover busters ducking and kissing ass ain't for us that's what we was made to think all along head fake rip toh all who lost there life fighting for this fucked up beautiful ugly ass place. Nas said it best. my country shited on me she wants to get rid of me cause the fake bulkshit thT I'm realizing I think everything thT we see in these movies really happened I think there's a place where they just torture humans something like a hell on earth are maybe this is hell ND those who passed are angels trying to get us to change our ways so we can pass and be saved I won't let the devil win he can't I'm weak but that's the good thing about I will get stronger smarter tougher all mighty I love you thank you my lord for my time please help me kill this demon I have in side good night teddy the last first chapter street ties