Dear Momma #RIH Dear Rapist. I have never forgotten you Even in death I feel my mamas soul will never rest God's test I don't want to put a bullet in your chest You need to suffer like the rest You are no better than me Can't you see Your parents money can't save you from the wrath my anger brings My question to you How many others will never be the same because of you Social class that shit ain't going to last The poor has spoken Court appointed lawyer be damned System on your side Just know that as I sat on that stand 14 years old I couldn't comprehend The devastation caused by your hands I remember Washing her back in my granny's tub So afraid I was going to hurt her If you only saw her you would understand I remember How bad it looked After you drug her through those woods Reroute to the Rock cut My mama with no clue what was about to come The evil from someone so young I dressed her beautiful soul Even did her fucking makeup And look what I done Put her right into the hands of a monster You hit her head on the passenger door Details I can't ignore You raped my momma Now I'm just waiting to shut that door As I brought her the pills that she asked for Not knowing she was going to take them all as some fell to the floor Calling 911 If anyone could hear the words of that innocent girl Soon the ambulance took her out the door They locked her up As you walked away living your life Free bird singing it's song Gun on the dashboard Anytime she thought she seen your face The one I can't remember that I wish I didn't erase You told me Quote "watch out little girl" As you walked away Coward move bitch All I needed was your name Watch me come out to play With a smile on my face She worked two jobs to support us Her abusive husband the court used against us But all her husband could do was sit with his kids above your parents house gun in his lap He didn't give a fuck about us He was no better than you Dear momma I'd take that prison time For you there's nothing I wouldn't do Never let you know the guilt I held inside Because I love you Mama I understand what you went through Unfortunately I learned how to detach You may have took me home Just remember I'm still here With the God's by my side Whom shall I fear That shit is rare Don't fuck with chosen ones Protected by God's son Jaime Gomez ~ 6/20/2021