here we go again no I'm not distracted I'll never be better than you knowing that I'll never since she didn't like going back I will never be never be as great as you cuz I know that I'll never be as good for you as you wish I would be sometimes I feel like I can't be around you but sometimes I can cuz I know I I feel so embarrassed to be around you but now I just know that I'm just going to try to do everything for me and you and I know that I will try my best to always make everything cabin working like a dog out here I can't even get any water cuz I know that you always reject me no matter what I say no matter what I do cuz I know that I'll never never never be the same as I know of right now