I'm going through hell living loving this life. Even my own family says I'm supposed to die tonight. But hey that's alright cuz blood is thicker than water. I gotta love hate relationship with a girl who isn't even my daughter. But hey I taught her and that's all that matters. The memories hugs and laughter and everything else that comes after letting her go. Letting her grow. This beat is hot with my troublesome flow. But you dunno the tears and heartaches I went through. I keep it all in tow. Love me or hate me. I'll always be joekrow. No joke you know. That's just how it goes. A peck on the cheek ears or nose. A simple hi hello then someone's slapping yo now baby momma's ass watching it jiggle like jello. After fourteen years of what you thought was happiness you have to let go. You'll die every day watching her be happy with someone else. Cuz true love don't care for beauty money or health. Only what you made the heart felt. Sure it's gonna suck living with what you were delt. Just keep on moving remembering how the pussy smelt. Remember the first time you tasted it. Never forget and learn from how you wasted it. Trust me you'll become stronger every time you confront your fears by facing it. Let her go instead of chasing it. Let's face it she doesn't want you. Live your life without letting the memories haunt you. Don't trip over the reasons why the new guy is everything she wants that's not you. You don't have to you got two. Choices. Don't listen to the voices in your head. Don't vision all the positions you used to hit in the bed. Just forget all the reasons why that shit is now not living for you but dead. I said what I said. You did what you did. I meant what I meant.