I could never keep a friend They chose trends over friends #fr0sted I control the matrix I got some horrible stuff on my mind from time to time I was diagnosed with depression gaining obsession with 1 wish now I scrub the dish Man this all happened in one day I was worried about dying when I was nine I was crying deep tears a lot of deep fears but now I gotta stand up to them Me vs the world Gotta comb I gotta curl this is too deep, I gotta hurl I was hanging out with a squirrel I gotta hurry, type that essay Getting all the goals like Messi Thinking about my momma More peace, no drama No trauma Multiple notifications Filling progress on the regulations This song published across the nations Therapist for all those patients There’s some stuff that I got a rasion I always had a passion Letters and words Lookin up in the sky with binoculars watching the birds I sometimes just wanna be heard One day I was always just scared It’s not like I ever cared I made it out the mud I did stuff I never thought I could I could I could Life is good —2nd verse- Working hard getting paid I was lucky that I wasn’t laid off I paid my dues Which tool should I use you gotta communicate so I can appreciate and respect your trying to inspect my past and dig deep attempting to do a drive by on a jeep standing on this rock it’s steep I gotta shuffle and shuffle and shuffle You really want a lot of me and my feelings why don’t you come at me little weaklings Saving up my earnings going back to temple and praying I’m not going anywhere, I’m staying It’s fine I’m paying Deeply understand god gave us our land this is where I stand and this is the person I want to be not a normal person, a normal tree ordinary extraordinary you know what I’m saying #drifgang