where did you go? idk why did you leave? idk how was it so easy for them forsake me? idk who will be there to help me through the grieving? What is the purpose of brokeness, and believing? seem a bit Cliche two actions playing out in my mindset while whole world the astray suffocating so muchhhh let me BREAThe gaspppp myyy sins steall the strength my sin. leave me broken and lonely i dont know the answers but Knowing what i do know it seems that The shell of who i am see my closest friend is an invisible entity of which whom others tend not to speak Ive Been Learning from him, Shooting down Loneliness is something that has many consequences staying in the dark lets the enemy start time theiving. the hands of the clock fast forward and i look around me just to see i ma exactly where i started. sitting in a rut that was established by my own self denial, bound to create a few wedges between reality and the subconscious. stretching me thin Racing impossible task. however i just need to sit bck and relax while write poetic parables of what emotional rollercoaster is created on this past.