Yeah Damn it's crazy how life changes.. Meeting a lot of problems these days Idk if I'm meeting these problems or am I the one whose creating them.. Had this other girl I loved so much at first she seemed alright .. It's like in my eyes she was an angel but who knew angels break hearts too damn she gave me false hope I mean I was really into her.. It's crazy that we were just vibing and she was soon to be my girl but I saw how selfish she is.. I had just buried my grandfather back In July and she asked for relationship the following month it was to much to handle I told her I couldn't go into a relationship because I just not in the right state of mind.. But again she wanted to make it all about herself.. While I was grieving and crying she only thought about herself not realizing I was dying inside.. I would be lying if I said I'm loving her more these days I've been finding her less interesting.. Our love was like a beautiful summers day.. But now our love is down the drain we both making tears rain down the drain I hate the fact you put me through pain but I still feel something for you maybe I'm insane I mean who follow love in the name of pain.