im starting to think i made a grave mistake my life has been a struggle too much for me to take when i awake each day i ake in every possible way it's so much for me to undertake in the twilight wide awake feeling like im bout to break my mind is racing towards a place that's so far away i can't feel my face numb to all the things that make me feel this way i long for change but in a way that benefits me for my family's sake i put meaning into every word that i say but if i get put under anymore pressure im going to break it's so much for me to undertake in the twilight wide awake feeling like im bout to break my mind is racing towards a place that's so far away i can't feel my face numb to all the things that make me feel this way all Im trying to do is provide for those who rely trying to put aside my pride for a life where i can co-incide with my loved ones in an equally stable state i know you can relate it's so much for me to undertake in the twilight wide awake feeling like im bout to break my mind is racing towards a place that's so far away i can't feel my face numb to all the things that make me feel this way there's quite a few people i feel the obligation to take care of and make my responsibility i need to have the flexibility to make change and bring about greatness to my family's name it's so much for me to undertake in the twilight wide awake feeling like im bout to break my mind is racing towards a place that's so far away i can't feel my face numb to all the things that make me feel this way i have an unfathomable amount faith that everything will be ok as long as i do this in a way that makes it easy for my family to be sane in a safe place i aim to take all the struggles away it's so much for me to undertake in the twilight wide awake feeling like im bout to break my mind is racing towards a place that's so far away i can't feel my face numb to all the things that make me feel this way