this is my struggle I can't put up with this shit.... this fucken problems left me feeling really weak..... I took my deepest feeling nd put it on a beat.,... this is the reason I feel like I am Johnny Wick..... they woke me up then I started hitting streets...... I visualize myself in the industry..... it's my struggle nd also my belief..... I guess I'm tired I just wanna go to sleep.... VERSE it's my struggle I can't put up with this shit. ... I can't resist when I'm listening to a beat..... I tell my story in every different type of beat..... I guess I'm a star I just don't have wat I need.... I put it on paper as I reminisce about lil sis who taken from me my other reason to leave we were a stem nd a leaf I don't get it wy did u have to leave feels I'm drowning in the sea I wish u could see wat u mean to me my pretty little sis I miss ur little feet...I can't even admit...I can't even sleep all I do is to sing all I do is to preach on de beat.,.. all I do is to cry because of guilt,.. u had no shame not a bit... u tried buh u didn't reach... this is all becoz of me... now I'm sitting in my room.... I start to think wat can I do..... I can't keep it ...it is exudes.... it's my fate I can see.... u beat my heart all black and blue.... now struggle becoz of u.... I wish u knew the truth.... now I will never find one like u.... now I'm lost without u.... my biggest nightmare is in my room....