Lately I’ve been wondering How I can keep my head up, how I can keep a smile When I really know I’m fed up Chasing after dreams, while I’m tryna get my cash up Took so many L’s, make me wanna go and mask up At times shit is good, in a flash shit get bad Cause you got a bag mommy, that don’t make you bad Every time I pop a person, like it really ain’t that bad Cause I hate how I react, every time they make me mad Can’t focus on the past, was in love with my bitch She was solid, but she hurt me Couldn’t trust her ass for shit Going crazy over shit, felling like she played me I was holding her down I was running from my bitches, they was running they mouth You can’t live in my city with no gun in yo house I can’t hang round lil homie, he was pointing them out I be praying that I win, cause I know it’s people doubting me We gone get it in, and I know it with no doubt in me Life ain’t picture perfect, and I understand my lane Rather work than see some different, and I know they want the same I ain’t have no big homie Things from life, I learned the game I really came from nothing, I ain’t tripping on no chain Some people say I changed, cause right now I got a name But I’m working on myself, I be going through some thangs Only God know where I’m going, I can’t switch up for no fame Just because I ain’t around, don’t think that I’m a change But everybody ain’t yo friend, even the fakest will befriend you All they see is pain, they ain’t seen what I’ve been through Get them all to me, I ain’t rich or pretend to Let them niggas ball, we gone touch a mil soon If they cool when they see you, competition, they against you Women lie, men lie That ain’t shit I’m in to Women cry, men cry That’s that shit I can prove Cause when they see you won it, they respect the shit you been through [Outro] All they see is pain (all they see is pain) They ain’t ain’t seen what I’ve been through (they ain’t seen what?) All they see is pain They ain’t seen what I’ve been through (they ain’t seen what I’ve been through) Give them all to me, I ain’t rich or pretend to (I won’t pretend to) Ball baby, we gone touch a mil soon (we gone get it in too)