this feeling. digs deeper. cold nights precise no covers are heater. if there s a way. i gotta reach ya dont even hear me through a speaker. voice so deeper. screaming loud as I can still my words are unheard. need assistance think I had enough trying to cope 2 remmince. but these feelings feel no love struggle in steady hoping. down left up righr. rollercoasrting. got no hands round me neck. still seems thatim choking. caught in this current. it 2 strong 4 me 2 concuor. the more I struggle da quicker im going under. seems im the pray now. I'm running from a hunter. duck run n dash. still i crash like thunder. gotta wonder. y my days full of darkness ¹ BETTER days coming soon. im so sick of living heartless. live or die. no give up in my system. pray 4 hope still I cope rip 2 my daddy yeah I miss him. you're presents is with me. don't think though u gone your forgotten. . give my everything to make u proud gotta child. just for a second wish u could see ya lil grandson. his name is kayden. he so amazing n so very much handsome ,