just trying get back to self ive been crying out for help im at the edge keep from fall off nonstop talking to myself you ever felt no one show no love got me feeling fucked up giving up lfeel there nothing left lost respect lost everthing that ever ment anything to me the only love one who was once for me wishing it waS all a dream once a king so proud being the big man accutally stand for something no the look you give me no love i see treat me badly i know i go off it cause I have no idea what im doing around an don't know if I belong to this family l8ke i did kids dont want me around you said noone wants me ar the house how that make me hffgfeel im no part to any of you want nothing to do but say stay away from you n9thing i can do but miss you an think about you tear fall from my face replace me instantly thought you love me with meaning always leave me i need chase me out the house treaten me calling cops just get me out the house now im in a vad place cant find my way addiction taking what life I got to spare theres no were so i can exscape away from what could lead to my death bed you said no one wants me around that breaks a man down wgen ue lost his crown lost his ground now his addiction take the best of him nobody love me to help give a fuck what feeling an what im dealing with im sick an you néw what i was going thru left me insread helping me family i thought was inity but dont mean me convince had me feeling like i was the shit then again you lie so good never could believe why would you do such things an put another dude cruel fucked up intentions so against im so offensive he nowhere close were i been down sized two times electricity got your pussy in a trans got me feeling like a lil man but again your loss your cost losing me stay the fuck away from me let it be known gone now you should have thought about before you took it in your own hands miss me now ill be with my new half who fix what bad you did to me bitch be gone so long what thoughts came in mind you would get a next time lie cheat decive me nope not with me only true who got this dude you lose i told you he 20 an im 80 over everything so please make room who down for me foreal foreal an show me love loyalty an got me never turn her back on me stay down for me