Could this have been all a dream Cause I never take no easy route to my success Working hard through this struggling in my life Popping off a few rounds of that AR-15 blinded by my hatred As I open up my eyes seeing that your beauty was your best disguised hiding all them lies Now I'm well supplied with a wise man word With a wise man word Telling me let it go when it don't feel the same cause many fear to go insane Letting going of the pain Losing control of myself When ever I'm lost deciphering all these hidden messages Looking through my memories Only way that I remain sane As I get up and gain more knowledge everyday Showing them that I'm okay most of time feeling dazed Feeling like I'm lost inside this maze Long hair just don't care no more for a fuck thot But who would of really thought I would make it this far from being a drug addict/alcoholic Throwing away his talent So they thought While they be telling stories about past life of being a rebal Hanging out with the wrong crowd but who are u to tell me how to live my life You do what u will n I'll do what I'm bound to do When I get on the stage Reppin my name tell my voice is gone when the curtains closes But no body ever notices When I'm in so much pain tell I show my real colors From the word I speak from my soul Working on my poetry For a better imagery To infused with our chemistry For this love on ice Born free Livin free Dying free Hypnotize me as you're blinding me covering everything up When you see the world the way I see the world Then maybe you could be free like me 😇 But they be wishing death on me n who ever stands with me But will be putting our middle fingers up in the sky like we don't give a fuck Roll it up light it up Losing control of myself When I saw you walking away with him in one of my past life But that type of shit don't phase a player like me Cause new boo has the best eyes of them all