yeah all the boys getting texts saying if they wanna go I'm over here taking all these things slow they all like why u staying at that low I'm just like go on and go let's just feel the flow I'm sitting here alone and crying and I'm just lying to myself because I'm whining I don't think I'm dying just gotta go and stop this buying imma try and have a good Christmas eve with my family cuz I know a she won't be with me I might be out here depressed but I'm not drinking whiskey I'm just gonna throw my emotions like a Frisbee Im falling so far down to the ground I might be 6 feet down I'm running around just like a hound and I gotta look up and see the crown because one day I'll be safe and sound man imma go sit around and pout cause my mind if full of doubt imma pick up my snout and head out I'm not looking for clout cuz that's not what I'm about