it's like everyday I wake up and in an instant the bills ain't paid and on top of that I'm battling with depression spinning what time I got with my mom is truly a blessing man I'm stressing I know soon she's going to go to heaven life is really taught me a tough tough lesson everyday when I go to sleep I'm dealing with these demons can you hear me fighting and screaming but everyday I'm progressing staying strong everyday is my weapon everyone just needs to give me a second give me time to invest I know my life ain't perfect it's all a mess but just know I'm praying to God and I'm trying to do my best I hate being in a world so full of hate let me tell you it just makes you feel like you want to isolate this ain't my fate I'm not going to be filled with rage never will I be anyone's bait I know that one day I'll be Knocking on heaven's gate I'm going to keep this head up I will not let my life be filled with gray I'm going to keep walking straight because you never know what awaits I'm just venting and saying what I have to say I'm Alicia May so forgive me if I'm feeling a little suppressed some days I don't realize I really am blessed life is just one big test sometimes I get tired of everybody and how they suppress some days deep down inside I just want someone to listen so I can vent and there are days where I just want to be left alone so I can break down and cry or maybe even feel like as though I want to die but I know I'll be all right I'm going to keep this head held high I know I will survive all jokes aside don't think you're Sly or act like you know how to ride if you're not here to lift me up then we can divide I'll just say deuces late bye-bye you won't even get a reply you'll just get denied you won't even have to hide and all be out here on my grind I'll be fine I may be a little behind but my heart is pure and I'm kind I have faith that everything will align that's just my pride just know I'm going to get what is mine I'm going to keep aiming for a piece of that pie so now that I have arrived I'm going to keep spitting my rhymes best believe leash The Savage is is coming up and im going to shine