(everythings fucked) Talkin to the moon about a starry night I been huffin fumes sniffin up the white Isolated in a room scraping out the pipe fuck it if i break it ill just have to make one out a light yesterday we was in school you know thats a lie group up hit the woods by leander high fucked around out the nest fore i knew how to fly searchin thru my mind for the day i left it all behind as I sit and write it helps me cope therapeutic til i play it back it makes me wanna choke realize just how much I hate my fucking life and yet i know what i need to do but i cant find the strength to take control things ain't the same since benny boy i need you here everyones gone crazy and the love done disappeaered stupid shit when were young that got us heres my biggest fear reflections of the man when my daughter look in the mirror everythings fucked i guess ill just pack my bags and be on my way cant go back and i cannot stay i dont know where im headed but ill be ok hard to endour the pain when you know your the one to blame threw my life livin like im dead wouldnt matter if i died today Impacted imperfections pavin adolescents Product of a self medicating generation Media control trends, no viewers discretion Self meditating help me find out my direction Road to victory I saw you at the intersection Life was handed me the torch I let you intercept it Believed you when you told me you could help with my depression Do you think it helped the day you choose to draw your weapon Saw the messages I tried to talk it out you got aggressive Awkward how we get together now But there's no connection Believed you when you told me you could help with my depression Ironic cause to tell the truth You are the evanescent reverse psychology wound up to be the perfect method In your apartment writing this I didn't learn the lesson How do I walk away from everything that I invested How the fuck you do this shit to me thats my- FUCK everythings fucked i guess ill just pack my bags and be on my way cant go back and i cannot stay i dont know where im headed but ill be ok hard to endour the pain when you know your the one to blame threw my life livin like im dead wouldnt matter if i died today