Let me start processing my thoughts Im heading odd dear god sorry for the girl got lost in the land of the rocks not doing things right day and night my pride don't let me fight. I'm thinking I might as well stop being living hell. momma are you worried now did she say it well. do u miss me now. why you diss me wow now im not feeling well. who put on me that spell. everyone go n tell that you could tell im living he'll proof to me it could be done . the fairytales got me feeling numb. your going to run out of ideas to front. me I guess not even a blumnt makes me blessed you guessed right I am not trying to hide reasons and seasons another month gone by. still wondering why I didn't say good bye. Buddy I'll see you later in the after life. don't worry about our son I'm sure he's doing fine.love me or hate me I'm still crying trying to find excuses not to get right or fight or even left to die. help me get right keep my guardian angel alive feling like he wants to leave my side too much trying that im lying whose not flying I'm not trying hopeless your death I'm death alive why life is a lie I see Christmas lights why is my spirit death when I want it to be alive. so tonight one more time dear god come into my life please jyst guide my needs where is the spirit that bleeds true blessings don't please the resting in deed I'm deep way too deep in this shit try to flip dimes n nicks ended up getting trips tripping about the love not for moms but their kids finally I'm left with dicks why everybody tips off that nasty trips. parents here's a tip especially babydads start being there for your kids I know the father's did. the baby moms got hit when social services took away their kids. now I'm living example but I'm not hit. I been through he'll and back I could share my story but first let me take a hit of weed that makes you not worry. my music is for the inspiration world wide spread it to ur nation. worth it yes let me mention meant to modivation LT music modivation. now get well soon or brak the spell soon there's no room failure leave it to me I love to save her save him save everyone from mystery leave it up to me LT I'll set you free.