so tired struggling so tired of everything im rying to have something trying make sum outta nothing struggles come an go got one foot in tha pen one out tha door my family need me and it hard ta kno ima b leaving but just know ima b back miner set back ima come back up hard headed u kno i dont five a fuck go lay it down hit my cell and write raps come home and get in tha booth and make a track my slack u goin have to pick up u can do it bby u independent do it own yo own cant go back in time hit rewind or i would cuz knowing u gone b alone heart my heart fuck a bitch ass cop wanna send me up road fuck it it what it is guess tha shit meant ta b idk why it gotta b me tired of living its gone b dead or in tha pen whatever it is ima face it like a man tell my kids good shit bout me never tell em da truth truth is idk if ima make it feel like im breaking i been so patient payment my heart feel vacant im all alone my heart gone no need to cary on