(..im like damn damn damn... its hurting some much the pain inside.. didn't even get to say goodbye..i hope y'all know i love yall.. even though I didn't get to say it in time..but yall heart will always always stay and be kept inside mine..) As i sit alone..in the dark.. drink a brew.. twisting a bowl... soul filled with sorrow... mind running an pondering question.. guessing.. asking..what the lesson..i should be learning..but instead my heart is morning.. needing pleading begging.. asking.. while I'm crying.. filling devastated.. please what's reason why them leaving..it got me grieving.. what's the reason..i need to hear it..cant say it there timing.. it's to early for them passing.. why's the good ones only one who keeps on dieing..im steady asking...but hear nobody... (..im like damn damn damn... its hurting some much pain inside.. didn't even get to say goodbye..i hope y'all know i love yall.. even though I didn't get to say it in time...but yall heart will always always stay and be kept inside mine..) memories...sometimes as time fade..so do they...but yours i swear will always stay.. every single day.. it'll never go Gray..and even till my day..like he called you..hes gonna call us too..so in my grave..yall all I'll dream..till the Lord wake's me..and yall the first ones I see.. open the gates for me..then we celebrate or reunion..or team is reuniting...and our family not divided..noone fighting..no more dieing..only crying comes laughing.. no more sadness..all day happiness..And the memories that we share... (..im like damn damn damn... its hurting some much pain inside.. didn't even get to say goodbye..i hope y'all know i love yall.. even though I didn't say it in time but yall heart will always always stay and be kept inside mine..)