LYRICS & HASHTAGS IN DESCRIPTION LYRICS: Intro: Back about a year ago I was probably at the lowest point of my life I gave you a bit of my experience with Depression But since I’m doing better I wanna give you more of my experience with depression (Yeah) Verse: It all started when me and Maria broke up (Technically) I remember crying after her mom told me to not talk to her anymore Why did I mess up Because for the first time A demon inside me was A part of this whole thing This happened a few days Before the beginning of the school year Not too long after that I had to go to my grandparents house for a bit Because my parents were arguing with each other Which was normal for this toxic and confusing relationship I was hoping to find another girl That reminded me of Maria but I couldn’t find another one like Her sadly After a bit I came back home after my parents were done figuring out their BS That was the last time I would see my grandparents for a while We get back home and Everything is all cool and All until one night when my Mom comes over to watch me While my dad is gone to Washington To drive for a guy named Guy (Not kidding) We’re having fun with eating McDonald’s and Mario until my mom finds Something in a bag half way full that’s white stuff Cocaine That’s on my dad side of the bed which later we found that My dad wasn’t with that truck driver over to Washington My dad was cheating on my mom with another woman named Nikki My mom was Drunk as heck Which made things Worse plus she Showed me that Cocaine with my Own two eyes I was the most depressed That I had ever been Talking to Uriah and watching Looney Tunes on my school computer All day didn’t make me feel Any more happier than I wasn’t I decided to keep on living with my cheating dad (Punk!) That didn’t know how to be one along with my stepmom (*Sigh) That wasn’t watching me like she should’ve along with two stepsisters Named Mary aka MJ that was 11 years old and the other named Jessie I started to decline in grades bad from B’s and A’s to D’s and F’s And a bunch of missing assignments I started to not even Think about church anymore And wouldn’t go To church For 7 To 9 Months Because I was much closer to my mom than I was with my dad and That he didn’t know how to be a dad I would try to hide a lot of things from my dad and my stepmom And even from my own mom HASHTAGS: #AUTISMAWARENESS #bosarmy #pride2021 #depressed #depressedsong #depressedseries #part1 #shadyjangles #imbacklp #depressed1 #depressedbybo #depressedsongbybo #depressedseriesbybo #depressed1bybo