and still Im lead toward the moment when Im dead still very much alive instead to to ignore everything's lie you've said yet the allure is quite a chore seeking constant entertainment fearful that I become bored lessons from my troubled youth that I stored loudly yelling lesson I can no longer afford to keep the word of wisdom from my loved ones I've ignored the ship is setting sail if or if not you prevailed to get aboard and yet a quiet introspective moment might be all I need as I decide which part of my brain to starve and which to feed some people follow for so long that they just truly cant believe that they could take control of there life grab the reigns begin to lead