so many voices so much conversation/goin through my head pull the trigger yes u wasted/ devil on 1 side God on the other/ Givin me advice don't u even bother/ I do what I want when I want/ where I want n how I want/ I've made.my decision but first let me smoke my blunt/ people say I'm crazy/ they look at me like I'm insane/ I got told many times ima mistake for a membrane/ how u gonna say that/ and u suppose to care for me/ love me with ur heart/ and feed me with eternity/ before u turn ur back/ hey wait don't turn on me/ watch me do the job/ feel the pain and watch me bleed/ suffer from this life/ u caused it on ur self/ with this love hate relationship/ I don't need your self pity/ nor your help so save it bitch/ can't u see I'm hurting/ can't u feel my pain/ please God make it stop/ I'm on my knees I gotta pray/ but it ain't working/ nor is hel0ing/ God do u hear me falling/ get me up I keep on dwellin/ I don't know where to go/ I feel lost to the cause/ if only I could rewind do not play or jus hit pause/ I said just hit pause cuz my life's a living hell/ no one to care nor turn/ throw me in a pit and just let my body burn/