VERSE 1] One morning I opened my eyes And I wish it was someone else in my place. I want someone to kill me in this loud silence I live to understand the world, but the world never understood me. Can't describe how lonely I am, it's always the same, again and again. People have no idea how long words remain in someone's head People have no idea how it feels to be countless hours a day In a place where you don't even belong. How it feels to scream every night a silent cry The only thing I wish is to be born again as another person. If you don't like it, just fake a smile Pretend to be stronger and don't change. [VERSE 2] On my way there, something keeps pulling me back But it's not like I can go back anyway. Hearing all the words and fake laughs from behind me Every noise feels like it's pushing me deeper into the sea. I'm looking at the clock desperately, waiting to go home That's all I want right now, say no more. [VERSE 3] But what the hell are you afraid of? You are your own life's creator You ain't a hater, but a real player. You ain't a heart breaker, but a hard breaker. [VERSE 4] Heartbeat pulsing slow in my ears, Trying to escape with no avail. Every noise and sound's been cut But maybe it's better like that Every moment becomes eternity Far away in the deepest depths, I saw myself.