This how i feel today god dont think i can slay anymore dont wanna have my head down anymore i keep wanting to lock the door god forgive me for getting distant i just cant risk it god watch over me while i say this im tired so tired of tryna be my best why can't i put my ego to rest i dont know whats come over me but its tearing down my mentality eating at my personality i buried the demon inside of me and listened to the angel and got a perfect picture of what i need to be but lucifer keeps tryna get me god i wanna live through today please save me from my pain and misery