im so sorry it was foul n fucked up the accusing just to figure out in the one who put it up high as hell paranoid im so sorry im gonna let up your my queen my heart nothing else in the world matters to me ive been done so dirty im letting the shit kill n destroy the only things i enjoy im going away n the only thing i can get done is blaming n fussing over thibgs ive lost thats sitting right in front of me im sorry this dooes got me seeing and believing shit thats imaginary im lost gone off my rocker somebody pkease dont let my life be fucked off n minipuated by these demons in my daydreams yhat im actually not living this dooe has me higher than ill ever be im trying so hard to get u to see theres a better man inside of me but i cant find him myslef hes playing tricks on me its almost as if im a figiment of everyones imagination calling it quits would just ruin whats left of me im begging to pleading its u that im needing im no fuck boy im that one who u have chosen to bear my children n build a fary tail story ive been acting out whats got ahold of me its dope cream ive lost it im flipping out ur my girl im to the point of believing losing u is all just a dream but reality is ur gone n nothing that i can do will redeem the hope n faith u once trusted was still inside of me ice lost the battle of whats true n whats false someone help me before i lose it all do to the drugs i keep starving for more whens enough whens the end how much more can i sacrifice with no wins gambling is dangerous its something god must have put a curse on me to never win for its a sin please come back ill never hurt u or accuse u again. its true just stop doing the things that we both love to go all in fuck our life its crystal meth we r dying for