feel like i could OD from all da rage, cant sleep it off, wake up and soak up pain// been going through depression, life whooped my ass had to teach me a lesson// the day that i crashed was a really a blessin// i couldve been gone but im still alive// had a dream that i offd myself, really died// in my dream i see nai and we hug and cried // if it wasnt for her it be suicide// just keepin it real, aint tryna be lyrical// through music i hope to hit souls thats are spiritual// in search of a miracle, words panegyrical // stimulate hearts like some isoproterenol// cant chill wit fakes or the phony, some aint really homies// had to cut ties with the knife they used on me// eyes open wide since i been on my lonley//