#LOVE #REAL (SHOUT OUT TO: Mix - Paper People - Melanie Martinez Type Beat 2019, tunnA Beatz) I don’t want to fall in love again Lose myself in wonderland Drown the love upon me Just so you can tear it up again So I’m breathing slutty men Condemning thoughts of love again Just to see me fallin for the slut I got caught up again Noooo Give me the noose, gimme the juice Anything i can just use To kill the pain from the abuse I refuse I was seduced, but whats your excuse You knew i was vulnerable and a recluse So you came and dicked down my backside, caboose I thought you were puttin the fire out, diffuse I was a wreck when he passed, just so confused Just needed to feel something Just needed to start numbing Gimme the puff, snort something, huff None of its ever enough to forget his death, give me it fuck sitting duck, bouta get struck by a crossbow, my nuts Juice me up, gotta get buck Someone please hit me with a pick up truck Let you hit me after you had just fucked I don’t want to ….fall in love again Lose myself in wonderland Drown the love upon me Just so you can tear it up again So I’m breathing slutty men Condemning thoughts of love again Just to see me fallin for the slut I got caught up again No i cannot relate, Instead my eyes dilate, need to sedate My hearts beating so fast that i cannot think straight *bitches they wish they could carry this weight Why would you slam the door right on my crown When you know I’m royal so sit your ass down Predator walkin the night around town ***you’re just a jester, rip off the mask clown **just been denounced to a face in the crowd A rebound from my king so i will now bounce Plastic fat ass gon’ take a seat now takin down cupids way up in the clouds These arrows im shootin’ em down Putting them in the ground So they know who is wearin the crown Yah i am china white shootin out rounds I don’t want to ….fall in love again Lose myself in wonderland Drown the love upon me Just so you can tear it up again So I’m breathing slutty men Condemning thoughts of love again Just to see me fallin for the slut I got caught up again I don’t want to ….fall in love again Lose myself in wonderland Drown the love upon me Just so you can tear it up again So I’m breathing slutty men Condemning thoughts of love again Just to see me fallin for the slut I got caught up again 2X chorus I look down the barrel of my life And I realize That i can be me But theres a cost to being free So where do i wanna spend my time If the enemies always sleepin beside me I’m married to music, yeee