I always sit up in my room its so fucking stupid this is a guy fucked up in the mind oh my God oh my God its so fucking stupid I do all the motherfukcing drugs I know I'm so fucked up in my mind people don't like me its so fucking bad idk what to do but God please help me it's so fucking bad like I'm doing all thes drugs and it feels like I'm about to overdose I already fuked up my stomach oh my mother fucking God yeah see bro you want to know about my life how is raised up in the motherfuking hood and I was always around fucking drugs every single mother fucking day so stupid bro hey I got peer pressure and this nigga doing some shit so I had to do it I sit there and kept doing the pills and I loved it first I smoke the weed but i wanted to get higher that's grade bro shit so fucking stupid man and I wanted to get high so I kept taking those motherfucking pills cuz I went up to my homes crib and was like cuz I got you got a Nigga loves these drugs so fucking much I hope you know that but it's so fucking bad cuz it's killing me what it does to him in the mind and I got all these demons in my mind tells me to kill everybody even all my friends so fucking bad I got to tell them Shut up every single day