I buried my pain beneath a smile that wasn't mine, and I wanted to break. Yes, I wanted to laugh in the eyes of those who attempted to destroy me, but instead I fought off my own self-destruction. Who could destroy me, but me? I would not give them the pleasure of killing my self-love, and I would not go down without a fight. I never imagined as a child having to fight my way through life, and I never dreamed I would become a survivor of untold horrors. If you find me in a field of fire, take me home, brush me off, and say "you made it". i don't think people understand how tiring it is to always be ok and strong when in reality you're so close to the edge Some of the greatest battles will be fought within the silent chambers of your own soul. I never imagined as a child having to fight my way through life, and I never dreamed I would become a survivor of untold horrors. If you find me in a field of fire, take me home, brush me off, and say "you made it". I buried my pain beneath a smile that wasn't mine, and I wanted to break. Yes, I wanted to laugh in the eyes of those who attempted to destroy me, but instead I fought off my own self-destruction. Who could destroy me, but me? I would not give them the pleasure of killing my self-love, and I would not go down without a fight. Sorry to those who ever thought i would go down so easily to give up all hope. Now ur runing scared for i rissen up to stand against you all the reality is of life today you are alone ur best friend will stabs you in ur back you get those mother fucking Bitches that would try to destroy u ur life hope no matter the price so fuck reallity fuck the world Sorry to those who ever thought i would go down so easily to give up all hope. Now ur runing scared for i rissen up to stand against you all